dear best friend,

we both have truths that we're seeking but too afraid to actually seek because we don't want to get hurt any more than we already are.. i know it is perfectly fine to be scared, but we can't be all the time. we have to face it someday. knowing the truth will hurt us for awhile, maybe even a long time. but not knowing is worse than knowing. not knowing means you have to face everyday with voices in your head telling you things you don't want to hear, or making you believe things you don't know is true. but knowing... yes, it means you may get hurt. but that you can get over. with that you can make yourself stronger. so why not take the risk, when it's going to be better for you in the long run?
i sought one of mine last night. and hearing the truth made all the bad thoughts, feelings and heaviness just suddenly lift off of my chest. i feel like nothing can hurt me now.. i feel like i'm going to be okay. for real. ;) and i want you to feel that way too.

love,
liana

sometimes, people just need to know that they're appreciated.

& that what they did meant something to you.

yesterday was manny pacquiao day. i have to admit i was looking forward to seeing him and being a part of the community that welcomed him london but my excitement was killed by the rowdy crowd that turned up. people were pushing, shouting, screaming and throwing themselves at the table where pacquiao was seated, giving autographs. i can understand that they were all just happy and excited as well, but why behave in such a manner that is just humiliating.they WERE all going to get a chance to get whatever they wanted autographed, they just had to patiently wait their turn! and wouldn't it have been so much easier for everyone to get a glimpse of pacquiao if people weren't crowding around him? gosh. all of that caused the whole event to end an hour eariler than expected because his security had to end it before it led to comething worse
well anyway, i still was quite happy we got to see the Filipino icon, even though most of what i saw was his back. haha


the day ended much much better. we ate at a chinese restaurant that had the best fried rice and fried noodles and prawn rolls :D so yes, i gained 746532 calories or whatever from eating so much. then we walked around chinatown and i bought myself a box of Hello Panda :))PLUS, after, we had desert at Rendevous near Leicester Square. i have finally eaten in an ice cream parlor!

the best waffle with ice-cream everrrrr!

okay, ignore my stupid face. hahaha see how fat i've become ;D that's what you get for living in a cold and packed with food country :DDD